Can we please Talk?

Zoh'ma i am sorry for the bothering but its so hard for me to breathe right now, I need to talk to you for what is next we want to do in Life. I am sorry for the indecisiveness all this time but now please give me one last chance, i am going to try my best whcih i should have 3-4 years ago, i am going to get my parents to your house. even if its going to be a simple no but i am going to try till i can because i love you.

Hope this does not scare you but rather bring faith in me